Its Not You, Its Me

This blog has served me quite a bit over the past year. It has caused some tension in my life, but also been a huge release. I'm so grateful for the insight and love it has provided me. While reading it I relearn things and smile at the growth I've made. But I also grimace at the sad twist it seems to have made.. Probably half of the things I've published have been about the ups and downs of my love life. It is the perfect window into my life, showing how much my world revolves around OTHERS. As if others are responsible for my happiness and sorrow, my decisions and choices, who I am and who I am meant to be. I get to take some major accountability here. I have let my world fall to ruins because I expected others to make me a happy, healthy and whole person instead of claiming my power and DOING it!

Today is the one year anniversary of what easily could be the most powerful day of my life. I did a ropes course that allowed me to commune with my angels, find the power I have within, and most importantly, pick up the relationship with God I had long since abandoned. So many lessons I learned that day, and since have forgotten again. To celebrate, I am embracing who I truly am and living my purpose. I am meant to beautify, inspire, and heal the world, one ripple at a time. And to fulfill my destiny, I must know who I am and not be afraid to be it.

My life coach's wife is one of the most amazing people I know. She inspires me in ways I don't even comprehend. Their marriage is so pure that I am excited to one day create a relationship like that! She keeps her husband in check, which is hard to do in such a passionate and stubborn family (and I mean that with the utmost respect and love. I appreciate their stubbornness because I recognize it in myself as well). People who love this woman as much as I do and I were discussing WHY every one just loves her. What is it about her that attracts the world in to admire her? I believe it is because she knows who she is and lives it! She is herself every single moment. Is she perfect? Hell no, and I wouldn't ever want her to be. I love her spirit that emanates thru out her entire being and gives pulse to the life around her. I admire her greatly and she inspires me to let go of the fears holding me back and live as the passionate person I am!

So I get to be myself and recognize the power I have within. So blog, we are going to travel down a new path. The old you is being left in the past. Its not you, its me. I'm growing up and you are gonna have to grow with me.