When I first started this spiritual awakening a few months ago, I started meditating and writing and drawing whatever came out. One particular evening, I was sending all the positive energy and love I could muster to a particular young cousin. I had not met her yet, but I felt a connection to her pain. The family came together to show her unity and support so that she could overcome her addictions. I waited outside so that she did not feel uncomfortable, channeling and meditating for hours.
I wished that she would recognize how much everyone loved her. I craved for her to realize how much power she held in creating her life! She is a divine, amazing, loving, artistic young women and she deserves to see that for herself! I began praying to her, counting on the universe and vibrations to carry my pleas to her ears. Please, CHOOSE to be powerful and positive. PLEASE! Let go of all your fears and pain and see you for how you truly are!
A few days later, I was an emotional mess. I was confronting all my pain and realizing how I created it all and brought it all on myself. I started looking thru the poetry and drawings I composed that evening, pleading to that girl from outside of the house. Suddenly, I felt like a truck had run thru my heart. My words stared me straight back in the eyes. I was pleading to myself. My heart wanted my mind to REALIZE my own potential for creating my fate! I am a divine, powerful, wonderful woman and I deserve to know that! I have the power to release my pain and fears! Just as the picture next to these words explains,
I AM FATE!
I hold the power to create my future, good or bad. The potential is within me, and I will choose what happens, even if Im unconsciously doing it. I get to have faith in myself that I can create a positive space for myself, and when I do that, I have faith in fate. I trust that whatever happens was meant to, and if it did not work, I get to change it. I get to learn from my experiences! I get to CREATE positive experiences! I am a powerful creator! I am fate!
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This is one of my fav. quotes....
"Time is a companion that goes with us on a journey. It reminds us to cherish each moment, because it will never come again. What we leave behind is not as important as how we have lived."
All you can do is try and better yourself and as long as you are trying to improve life/self, you have already begun to grown. Just remember if you can't love yourself, then you will never be able to love someone else. So it all starts with you. Good luck!
Thank you, azmaly, very much for that reminder! It is truly something I get to do continually, to love myself!
I love that I get the opportunity to improve myself! I get to become the best me I can be! Do you feel the same?
It is hard to remind yourself everyday that you are beautiful inside and out, but the days you can, are the days you are most happy with your life/self. I admit, there are days I am hard on myself, but in those moments, I just try and remember how lucky I am to be where I am right now and to remind myself that I truly am blessed. Everyone can learn from themselves.. we may not see it because all of us are blinded by our own actions at time, but it's true... we grow from our mistakes and it makes us stronger!
Sorry if that sounded like a whole bunch of mumbo jumbo ha!
I look forward to reading about new accomplishments on your journey to becoming a more well rounded individual :D
azmaly, you just reminded me of a mantra the Love of My Life and I are trying to live by..
"No mistakes, Only lessons."
We dont get to beat ourselves up about anything-We only get to learn. Which means we dont get to beat each other up either-because the other person gets to learn as well!
I am really glad to hear that you are working towards the same goals that I am! Its a difficult journey and its encouraging to have others share their experiences! Thank you, beautiful soul!
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