Quote Me On That

I am absolutely certain God gives us beautiful mornings to center us and prepare us for our days.

It is the most beautiful day ever today! I spent hours just cuddling and walking around with my baby girl soaking up the post storm sky. The energy in the air is vibrant and peaceful. I have just been overfilled with gratitude and purpose all morning!

And then I realized what I had to do this morning. My Beauty is being watched by a friend of her father, a person I hold a grudge against still for the way she has treated me. I do not like this person one bit. Do I know my daughter will be taken care of? Sure. Am I terrified to leave her there and not be notified or communicated with if something goes wrong? Absolutely. I have been dreading these few days for weeks. Even thinking about it I get the worst knots in my stomach. I don't feel like I am able to call and check up on my daughter without attitude. No mom should ever be sitting at work feeling like that. And I thought we had a worked out a way around that, using the daughter as the babysitter instead, but I found out only last night that they pulled a fast one on me. Nope, I have to deal with this person.

So with the moment I've been dreading approaching quickly, I desperately needed some centering and to get back in touch with my Source. I know God created today so that I had the strength and conviction to stay true to who I am and treat EVERYONE with respect. Every time I felt the anxiety creeping up, I looked at the sky and remembered how gorgeous it is! It is a wonderful world and I don't get to let my fears and uncomfortableness create more problems.

And as I dropped off my daughter, I was greeted with a smile. I know it wasn't for me, it was for the Beauty I was carrying, but I felt all my worries and fears put to rest. I made up the worst possible situation in my mind and treated it like fact. They even ASKED me if it was ok if they text me while at work.
I know without a doubt, that if I had not had such a beautiful morning, I would have been cold and CREATED a miserable situation. Because I was kind and full of positive energy, they feel comfortable enough to communicate with me. And even when I feel drained from others, I know I can connect to the extra vibrations God put out today and fill back up on the beauty!

Yes, I am absolutely certain God gives us beautiful mornings to center us and prepare us for our days.
And you can quote me on that.