Magic Red Carpet Style

Just thinking about this post makes me want to cry.

The last time I wrote, I was on a huge spiritual high coming off of a lesson gifted to me by an old friend. I vowed to open myself up and have faith, especially with God. The big man came thru in a terrific and surprisingly swift way..

As I lay in bed night after night, worrying and wondering what I was doing wrong in my business. I was soaking up information as fast as I could find it. I was implementing all the "tried and true" tips and tricks and persevering. My heart, soul, and life was all consumed in my work, every single day. Bringing clients in, writing useful information for clients, refining my soul as to send out the best energy possible. Day and night, I WORKED. Finally, I had this conversation with the Universe and God:

"You want faith? Fine. You've got it. I give up. Ive been praying for a miracle for weeks now. If my business failing is what it takes, if that is your path for me? It sucks. But I am trusting you. Putting my faith in you. And there better be a big pay off.."

I officially opened myself up for whatever was to come next. The VERY NEXT DAY. I received an email from a potential contact that I had been trying to get a hold of for weeks. It contained a name. No phone number, no email, no link. Just a name, and an indication that she was looking for someone like me.

So I used my mad skills, found a phone number, and called the woman. She wasnt looking for someone like me. She was looking FOR ME.

It looks like I don't need to worry about my business. I have someone else's business to bless for a while. With a steady paycheck and flexible hours. With someone who sees the world thru the same lense I do. Who is in love with my passion and purpose. Who can see my value and wants to present it to the world. Who is giving me the perfect opportunity to work on setting boundaries and being confident. Who is going to pay me to do what I love. I love her for that.

All because I put faith in the Lord that the best path will appear under my feet if I just take a step into the dark. Magic red carpet style.

I am so happy, and altho not everything is perfectly laid out yet, I am so glad to FEEL EXCITED again! Its been so long. Its nice to be back. I am so grateful for all the things that have "fallen thru" lately.. they have all set me up for greatness. Opened a new door. The funny thing is, I had been receiving the notice from the Universe that something was coming for weeks, thru the sages and guides I have in my virtual world. I was ready and perfectly prepped.

If my relationship hadn't ended, I wouldn't have the clarity to see and accept this offer. If promises weren't left unfulfilled in my business relationships, I wouldn't have been open to a new offer. If I had been booked to the brim with clients, I wouldn't have had the time for self and business reflection that has lead me to this insanely cool group of successful business owners!

I am gratitude incarnate. I am especially grateful for the opportunity to address this journal again and grow into earning A Spirit of Love. If you read this, thank you. Thank you for allowing me to send this into the world.